Mivel még tanulok, sem pénzem, sem időm nem nagyon van vásárolni, vagy vásárlás közben legalább a választékot tüzetesebben átvizsgálni. Talán ezért van az, hogy ritkán használok olyan sminket, vagy akármilyen terméket, amit tényleg szeretnék.. Azért ez nem fog így maradni, nyáron jön a változás(remélem) de addig is jó lenne egy Urban Decay Naked 2 palettával gazdagodni :)

itt a játék: http://www.crystalmakeupstudio.com/2012/03/tavasz-koszonto-nyeremenyjatek-urban.html

now I realize I gotta get my eyes on the prize
the road to success is a long ride, oh yeah
So I struggle and strive, just to stay alive
So I've been told, only the strong survive
only the strong survive, only the strong survive
only the strong survive, only the strong survive

gotta keep on pushin, keep on pushin, if you gonna make it
gotta keep on pushin, keep on pushin, if you gonna make it

since cocoa broavaz became smif n wessun.
the best.

I promise Imma keep it G
Rap my south team hands in the streets
Recognize game and they recognize me
'cause a G like me comes naturally
Those haters tryna hate on me
But they got no choice but to do right by me
There's no way o' dividin me
'cause my OGs in the streets go ride for me
I promise to do ghetto things 
'cause I'm the closest thing to ghetto in this industry
That's why I be chillin when it's 90 degrees
Why you keep shit poppin how I ride this beat
And people always sayin to me 
How can I tell I'm really a G
'cause an OG told a gangsta,
A gangsta told a playa,
A playa told Nate
And Nate just said to me

I gangsta's for every day, yeah,
so make sure that you keep it G.A.N.G.S.T.A
And now that I know the game,
I'll make sure that I keep it G.A.N.G.S.T.A

Nate Dogg ft Lil' Mo. 
The second place.

Sometimes I laugh, tryna keep from cryin
If I was plain out of love, tell me who could I trust
See I work so hard, just get ahead
If it wasn't for God, I probably be dead

Eric Sermon ft. R. Kelly.
The third place.

A lot of JMT featuring, almost every single song from MJB's albums and so on..

Keep callin me, callin me, callin me baby
Keep callin me, callin me, callin me baby 
Keep callin me, callin me, callin me baby 
Keep callin me, callin me, callin me baby 

Now what you want,
Now what you need,
Got what you want,
Get it from me

Now tell your sister that you're in love with a grown woman
Tell your brother you're in love with a grown woman
Tell your daddy you're in love with a grown woman
Tell your mama you're in love with a grown woman !

...

I'm so sexy, but made a mystery
cause everybody always want what they can't see
and what they can't have
and what they can't grab
and what they can't buy
and baby that's me!

why are my neighbours at home? and mommy?
just to stop me singing.
just joking

We both know that our love will grow
And forever will be you and me

No matter what we go through
I'll be there for you
I'll never let you down, I just hold you down, uh uuuh
No matter where we'll be
I'll do it all again
The ups and downs I'll hold you down, uh uuuh

Nobody can love you like me boy,
I promise to be your only girl,
Don't ever leave just stay
You will be down, for me anyway
Oooh, you and me together, baby

♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥ 

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight, 
'Cause a love like this takes some time
People start off as a phase,
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom,
They see that we do that
It's so true that we've been through it
We got real shit, see baby we been

Too strong for too long,
And I can't be without you baby
And I'll be waking up until you get home,
'Cause I can't sleep without you baby

And anybody who's ever loved,
You know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it,
Nothing can replace it,
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for you, see I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you, would you lie? make me cry? 
Do something behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby, my love is only your love
I'll be faithful, I'm for real, 
And with us you'll always know the deal

We've been too strong for too long..

See this is real talk, Imma always stay
No matter what, good or bad,
thick or thin, right or wrong, 
All day everyday

♥♥♥

this paragraph is not telling you any gripping news. It's just for me to practise english because I should do it, so I have to do it.. and for fun of course.

so.. how was my day? fine.... and long.
my sister made my nails yesterday.. it took less time, than before, for all that she's pregnant! she's in the fifth month. the doc said, embryos get acquainted with their hands during this time, but my little cousin does not! he uses them!! I'm already so proud of him :D:D He uses his hands just like his prospective father does. One flexed behind his little head, and one on the umbilical cord. such a sweet thing (:

but they travelled back to their home, to the other side of the country.. I'll only see them next time when the little boy's arriving.. maybe once before.

Today, I should've had to get up in time.. of course I couldn't. I haven't been on the lesson before the first on Wednesdays, since... I don't know.. at least since the first few lessons. It's not good for me, but I haven't found resolution to this problem so far..
But this is not the main thing.. So I woke up between 6 and 7 o'clock. I went to school by bike, and I had two lessons with the same teacher.. who teaches us on the lesson before the first... so it was a bit embarrassing, mainly because we had to hand our comparative essays in today to her.. but we did it. and there were only 6 people on that ominous lesson.
We watched a short film about hungarian poetry and poets. About 15 or 25 poets were asked to evolve their emotions and ideas about the topic, and speak about the starts of their carrier. How they began, how they wrote, how they got ideas, and how they still do it. There were very famous, less famous, pretty old, immodestly young, men, women, happy and sad artists as well. So I think I can say it was pretty widespread and has a lot of work behind the scenes.
Every single person said different thoughts but there was one thing that everybody said: Poetry's for everyone, mainly for youngsters!

Two young men made this video, or film, or presentiation or I don't know what should I call it. Really good job... really good.. I really enjoyed while watching

but I got tired, so I sit in my armchair and listen to some sweet music.. 

bye

I don't care about the things you've done
How many of your wives are gone
How many whores you fucked
or if any bastard has your blood
I know much more than you think I do
and still don't understand why I apologized you..

you broke my fucking childhood off
I had to raise up myself
Only I tried to clean up
the dirt of your back
I was the only one standig up for you
instead of my interest
I hope you know I was messin with my future
not your fucking bread

they said you have only moments
there was almost no chance
we visited you for all that bad
and you started again to breath

I just cannot imagine what you think about yourself
we always kept on trying to save your drunken ass
You can't even imagine what we had to see
how dismal was that man in his own pee
I'm trying to get over, but it's not that easy
those pictures burnt into my brain to keep me
in a cell of your fucking jail of family

Now, you don't even pick out your own daughter,
do you?
Or you just don't have enough brave to say hello,
do you?
You can't choose from the two bad,
can you?
But didn't do anything to your family,
did you?

You're innocent, you're the victim.
We fucked up your life, yes we did it
We live our lives like we have no sins
No, your behavior, your hypocrisy is so disgusting

Ladies and gentlemen
I know what you want
She's hot as a stove
Her name is ...................

I'll do whatever you like
I'll do whatever you like
I can do, I can do
I do, I do whatever you like

What you want?

I like this side of me.. This feeling.
But I hate that it never comes at the weekend. or in a party..
it's messin with me.
but I like it

Boy, you want my body
Wanna ride it like a Harley
Once or twice around the block
I bet I'll have you saying whoa, whoa!

First stop, let me pop
Drop like a helicop
Pay attention on me
While I show you the scenario

You charming me boy
Yeah boy, you're charming me
Just like this beat is gonna do
on the radio

Damn, I thought you knew me
by way you're talking to me
You get any closer to me
Then I might just have to let it go

Something 'bout that cocky thing,
you got me wanna see what's really going on

Make a bed
You put the cat in the nap
I'll tell you what side I get, all night lover

See the cheek
Wanna see me, make it speak
Watch it while mommy teaching
I won't stutter

I can tell you had never had a touch
Hood up while I show this much, I'll do that for ya

Playing a step
Promise I can make it rain
Lemme see that sugar, king
You like that, don't you

Something 'bout that cocky thing
You got me wanna see what's really going on

HAHAHA HA HAHA!

what does freetime mean? those hours which you spend with sleeping, eating, playing or watching TV?
I don't think so.. I suppose when you feel good, because you do what you like doing, when you're happy because you finally have enough time to spend on your hobbies, is freetime..

hobby.. nice word..
what about my hobbies?

drawing.. because I can express myself. I can draw my feelings. it cheers me up.
photography.. because I can catch the perfect moment. and it's always perfect.
singing.. because it gives me wings to fly away from problems.
basketball.. because whether the ball's dropped or it's in the goal, it has the sound that keeps yelling away.

that's it.

lifestyle surrendered centered faithful focus sinfulin past life we've become closest eyes are wide opencurse has been broken immersed in your person, truth has been spoken
why's this feeling here again? I really don't like it... It makes me think I can't do anything, I can't love anybody, I can't pass my exams when I know I can. Disgusting.
I always say it all's because of him. But I'm not sure about it.. Maybe I haven't even gotten this over.
Maybe I have. Maybe it's just good to me to tear up the scars.. maybe I just can't wash my memories out.. Or maybe it fucks me up that he feels good in his perfect new life with his perfect new family.. that he doesn't even give a damn if we're okay. If his daughter's okay. IF WE LIVE!

How was your holiday, by the way? Did you enjoy? Were the Turkish polite? Or were they agressive? Was everything okay with the journey? I hope so

Did you get sunburnt? I hope so
Did you catch some virus? I hope so
Did you run out of money? I hope so
Did you lose your privilege? I hope so
Do you feel sick? I hope so
Do you have remorse? I fucking hope so...

You know I don't mean it. But I mean it.
You know me as I'm a polite, sensitive girl.
I am. But during the years with you, I became a strong, certain and determinate woman.
I hope you can get it. I hope you know I have goals, but there's no pront about keeping connection with you. 

I'll carry off my plans. I'll forget that I've ever known you.
I'll forget what you've done.
I'll forget that you've forgotten me.
And do not even try to find me again. I don't need you. I fucking don't need you.

Damn it's true..

still walk the same walk but a different shoe

eső esik. állomás ráz. vonat ráz. vonat kisiklik. vonat elüt valakit. vonat nem áll meg. állomás ráz. eső esik. villamos áll. villamos megy. villamos ráz. eső esik. tócsa nagy. bobi ázik.

H.E.R.E  I  A.M 
B double O to da B to da B Y
I get it in PM to da AM 
Get mo' dough then a ATM 
Nuttier then a M&M 
Man I be killin' em
Yea 6 o's is the muthafuckin' minimum

yes he is the only man getting in my pants,
A hundred dollar bill, for a hundred dollar pants.

First thing first better show respect cuz
I ain't really into no disrespect cuz
I don't ever hesitate to raise the tech cuz
Now, Now I’ll be walking away with the big buz

Bobi M this, Bobi M that
Bobi M made the hottest chick look wack
In fact 
I know she’s wishing she never came out
Tell me how my name taste all up in ya mouth
Na Na Na Boo Boo
You can’t be me,
On next level 
So you haters can’t see me
Go so hard but I make it look easy 
Everything quits, bitch
Call me breezy

I am legend, you is second, 
Ain't nobody, ain't nobody iller than me…

Checks on my back
And hoes stop jeffin'

Here I am!
I am legend, legend, legend
[Reema Major]

vágom hogy bobival szarul hangzik. és? :)

ha nagy leszek használtkoporsó árus leszek. :DDD 

Jetzt hab ich Lust zu Schreiben. :)
Aber erst bringe ich etwas zum Essen.. eine Minute, bitte.

OK Ich bin hier..
Cornflakes mit Milch nach 9.. gut, Bobi, gut!

Egal, gestern hab ich ein neues Homepage gemacht. Besser als früher.. :)
Ich denke es hat sehr schön bekommen:) Es ist auf Englisch aber das ist ganz OK.. :)
Und jetzt freue ich mich sehr auf diesen Sätzen.. ICH HAB 9 SÄTZE AUF DEUTSCH GESCHRIEBEN !! :DD

gehen wir weiter..
morgen haben wir einen frei Schultag. Ich kann 30 Minuten später aufstehen und zur Schule gehen. Ich hab 3 Referaten, danach kann ich etwa um 12-13 nach Hause gehen. TOLL!

Danach gehe ich nach Szatyi und hab vielen Spaß.
Warum ist es Donnerstag heute?? :((
Ich will Freitag!
Jaaaa, und heute ist den ersten Dezember und Dezember ist der Freitag den Monaten.:D
So ich kann getrost sagen, dass heute Freitag ist.:D
OK sehr witzig.. 

Jetzt hab ich keine andere Ahnung, deshalb bade ich mich und gehe ich ins Bett..

Wurst wider Wurst...

Tschüss!

ja es war mein groß Deutschknowledge.XD
ein witz zur Ende. :)

sh:t f:ck b:tch

It took 3 years, now I call him lazy
I'm a bit f:cked up but only say shame on him
In 2008 I dropped the glass down at last
the glass broke apart
pieces everywhere
the fam' rang the alarm
couldn't go anywhere
we left you God Bless God!
the reason was worse than in the bar
nobody has to understand. why should you do?
you didn't mean it just played the fool, you
you were the stongest man I've ever known
but being on the top is dangerous for all
yes we went away, and never denied that
you cried always that we'll not forget
this is what the problem was
I couldn't stand your "lovely hugs"
the reason why we left that place
was the view of your f:cking face
after 5 years came the deadly embrace
We didn't need your damned tales
We heard enough to have enough
You became a bastard it's the effective phrase..

I was the only one who cared about your life, I provide
After all the shit you've done I was still on your side
it doesn't matter now you have a bitch to live out
and I really don't give a f:ck
'cause a bastard's everything you are
I said just try to appeal we'll win the war
You didn't dare to do it we had the gold card 
I tried to keep contact but you're just a plastic frame
only hanging on the wall of your long ago lost fame

To be honest I don't miss a daddy thing
That time's gone, now I don't need..
I let the pieces lie all over the shop
When we left you there even the snow was falling down

The Ol'Daddy never comes back, God Bless!

..ich hab keine andere Aussage

még mindig pontosan tudom ki nézi a bejegyzéseket, meg ki nem.
óvatosan gyerekek.. (:

 a statisztikám még a katonásat se éri el... 0 1 0 1 0 1 0 1 ...

one month left and I'm so lazy
I should learn but It's not that easy
two weeks left and I feel so crazy
those days won't be less buzy
I'm so curious what'll happen
what'll be the first word of my father
should I wait for a happy birthday daughter
or fuck up the whole thing and shout at the lawyer
neither would be good, but what's good now?
do my own business and do the level 9 high
keep the fam together and stay tough
is the business of mine..
the time has come to grow up
they need my strenght to show up
I can't hide from the world but
they can do this all now
I have to be the black sheep
the one who commited everything
It's okay I don't care 
but please stop continuing the game
Damn those mistakes are all the same
this is not the healthy way
I'll be after two exams so
I don't want to listen to the problem of y'all
I don't want to speak about the money you want
I don't want to hear that I'm the only one

Stay silent and behave yourselves
Let me introduce the Judge we have
Come to an arrangement and say goodbye
'cause my memory keeps that day for a lifetime

:)

 

kiszínezem a világot aztán belesz:rok.

najolvan most már összeszedtem magam annyira hogy leírjam hogy mi a fa’ va’.

vasárnaptól kezdve egészen október 6ig minden napom, minden mozzanatom erről fog szólni. megint.
mi vagyok én?
EGY. egy véletlen amire tegnap előtt este még bizonyítékot is találtam. a poén hogy még látta is hogy a kezembe akadt a papír. feltűnt hogy nem egészen oké minden..
de ez nem lényeg.. vagyis nem tudom. nem lehet erre mit mondani. szarjam le mert hogy akkor még nem én voltam csak egy baba? kattogjak ezen meg pukkadozzak mer most nem biztos hogy itt lennék ha ez a f:szkalap nem beszéli rá arra amit igazából ő se akart?
jobb lenne mindenkinek ha akkor nem beszéli rá semmire. még lehet ez az egész szar se történt volna meg. nem lett volna annyi plüssállat amire költöttek, ugye?:)

KETTŐ. ok a veszekedésre. egy lefedetlen testrész ahova szúrni lehet. egy kurva indok hogy véletlenül se legyen vége soha ennek az egésznek.

HÁROM. az egyetlen a három közül aki nem szenvedett semmit. aki nem szenved semmit. aki fel se fogta az egészet. az egyetlen híd a szakadékban. akinek nem fáj semmi. akinek azt lehet mondani amit akarsz. aki nem fogja fel az egészet.

ez van. így jártam. egy kurva púp vagyok, amivel lehet zsarolni. amit kihasználnak amég lehet.

nincs is nekem ezzel semmi bajom.
de mért én??

ráment két család, egy nagyon értékes barátság(meg majdnem egy másik is), azt most még menjen a kapcsolatom is?

nemfog.

milenne ha a saját érdekeimet nézném?
napersze.

 igen...

mindannyian keresünk valamit...
mindannyian keressük a hiányzó láncszemet...
üdvözlök mindenkit...
mindannyian hologrammok vagyunk...
ebben az élő zajban...
zajban...

Vissza térek, visz a lélek, itt a végem itt az élet
Istenem fennt az égbe adj jelet hogyha érted
mögöttem hosszú évek, az én gyertyám leégett
felemelem a fejem, lassan nyelem le a mérget
hipokrata világ ez, ösztön és kényszer
bámulom a tömeget, már semmit sem érzek
ráz a hideg minden monoton és absztrakt
fekete mint kávé, fekete mint a billentyű
Szagtalan rímek, torzuló basszus
Rohadó virágok szirárvány quadrus
elpárolog a haragom mint a gőz a kádból
metafora köddé válok mint a kámfor
az vagyok ami Te vagy, mindenki látomása
én is mint Te, csak vágyok a változásra
akarva vagy akaratlanul a karma
az életünk minden percét kezében tartja

levegő, orvos, élet, világ
iskola, évek, tanul, hibák
viták, ízek, szagok, gyomor
szeret, csókol, elmegy, pakol
pénz, érdek, család, munka
robot, vallás, zene, utca
nevet, anya, harag, ördög
nevek, drogok, rabol, börtön

Nincs identitásom, rég feladtam a vitát
nyomasztó a rendszer a teoriák a hibák
Ilyen a világ a származás ellentét
színes az ember ezért mindig lesz ellentét
egyre nagyobb az arcom, egyre nagyobb az ellenszél
ebbe a szarba nekem rég nincsen ellenfél
átlátok bárkin, unom mindenki így rímel
rasszista gengszter, homofób vagy drogdíler
Én a kúltúra magja, generációk hangja
ateista szellem, a társadalom rabja
ez vagyok én, csak egy rabszolga a sorokban
tapasztalt imposztor, halvány hologram
Ez vagyok én, egy pesti B-boy
egy underground mc, egy felhúzott pisztoly
Ez vagyok én, örök önmagam harca
fordított tükörkép, önmagad arca

Álom, sex, számok, reggel
érett, szabadság, fények, tenger
tánc, mikrofon, lángok, temetés
tudat, magam, lányok, ébredés
erő, szerek, játék, bútor
lakás, buli, másnap, undor
forint, fizu, ország, otthon
romok, vallás, kormány, porno
ösztön, ritmus, szorít, szaladsz
szárnyak, redbull, szerelem, szavak
sótlan, szótlan, rímek, szombat
gyógyszer, lélek, módszer, mondtam
kritika, feladom, hírnév, beadom
mikrofon, lerakom,mi lesz?, bekapod
számom, megadom, Steve, etalon
rendszer, lázadás, lazítok, leszarom

Élő zaj...
Ez volt a vége gyerekek...
hiányzó Láncszem...
és ilyenkor is csak néznek...
Tükör önmagunk felé...
(Ez minden) Önmagunkra...
Peace...

majd ha felkeltem leírom mi miért hogy.. most alszok.

soha nem fogok megfelelni anyának.. talán ha egyszer én leszek a saját nővérem. de ez lehetetlen. ez van.

Miss Csak Nyűg

vagy akár lávizindiér is lehetne, ha lávizindiér barátunkkal írnám.
de hálistennek nem.

szombaton félig egészek lettünk.
és az a durva hogy ha tehetném minden percemet vele tölteném.
akár tetszik a környezetemnek akár nem.
mellesleg tetszik nekik szóval nem lenne gáz.
max annyi hogy egy idő után mommypoot a szárnyaim alá kellene venni.
tényleg szar érzés egyedül hagyni néha. de 12ből 9 hónapot itthon vagyok.

na de bttr(back to the roots...)
szóval minden percemet vele tölteném.
mert 10óra előtt néhány perccel értem haza a három(mondjuk két és fél) napos lassan már szokásos szatyizásból.
és!
most van 1óra 20perc.
nem tudok aludni mert minden szar most jut eszembe amit meg kéne csinálni de persze hogy semmit nem csinálok belőle.
éés!
már hazafelé a buszon kezdett kicsit lankadni a kedvem.
hiányzik.
nagyon.

sokszor gondoltam arra hogy nem bírom a veszekedést. legyen vége, mindenkinek jobb lenne. de egyszer sem bírtam kimondani. maximum célozni. de még azt se nagyon..
aztán rájöttem hogy hülye lennék otthagyni. főleg egy veszekedés miatt.
 

szeretem reggel nézni amikor hamarabb ébredek fel.
szeretem simogatni mert tök aranyos fejet vág olyankor.
szeretem amikor baszogat pedig senki mástól nem tűröm.
szeretem amikor a tv előtt gubbasztunk egész nap de mégsem unatkozunk.
szeretem amikor hozzámbújik.
szeretem hogy akármin veszünk össze meg tudjuk beszélni.
szeretem hogy ott van amikor szükségem van rá.
szeretem a szemét.
szeretem a száját.
szeretem az aranyos futását.
túl sok minden van amit szeretek benne.
szeretem minden porcikáját.

és nagyon hiányzik..

utálom hogy ki kell bírni.

i've had enough of being the pile of shit. but now we have an opportunity to live a better life.
if i get the job, we'll have more money.
if we get the house, we'll be able to save more money.
if i get the job and we get the house, we'll almost be able to live the life we'd lived before.
that would be good.. f:cking good.....

so guys, please say a prayer for us. 
we really need your support now.

thank you.

minden szar publikálása befejezve
sok volt már belőle a cink, meg végiggondolva senkinek semmi köze hogy mikor mit csináltam meg kivel.. prájvetba van rakva az utóbbi, durvább rész..
lényeg a lényeg aki látni akarja - regisztrál - a bejegyzések 60-70%át úgy még látni fogja.

two(three...) weeks left. i want to have a rest for a while.. disappear, lie all day with my boy, not worry about the marks, party without caring about the next day. 
i'm really lookin forward the summer.. i hope i won't meet anyone from school. maybe they know why....
fuck i don't know what else should i write.. nothing, but i want to write. i don't know why. i'll have a german and a chemistry 'test' tomorrow. i hate both.. not the subject. the teacher.. pfff....... mess with us just to have some fun.
JA ICH DENKE DASS DU VIELEN SPAß HABEN KANNST. 
oh ich kann schreib auf Deutsch auch?! ja das kann ich. ich kann so viel für euch sagen. Zum Beispiel: fick dich.:)
Ich haße diese zwei Lehrerinnen. Sie sind immer stolz auf ihre Kindern und ihr perfektes Leben. Ich freue mich über sich. Vielleicht wir haben auch viele große Dinge mit der Klasse gemocht. OK. Es war genug. Ich will mich nicht ärgern.

ok so back to english.. 
i finished publishing everything.. the summer comes, there'll be a lot of stories day by day and i don't think i'll write every f:cking day just to read it back once. memories are worth much more. and i hope i'll have better things to do.(:
oomg. you can't imagine how much i want to have freetime. i want to lie outside with my only one, and have sunshower together. i miss him.. whoaaaaa....... SUMMERBREAK PLEASE!

but now i have to go.. i still want to go for a run(maybe i'll be able to breath in this lovely rainy, foggy weather..:))  and mother is still on her way home, or i don't know but she is not here.. i should learn as well.. chemistry is waiting for me(: and german too. soooo let's start doing my stuff...
i won't do everything. but anyway... xD

byebye 

you know i know
love's not that easy
i suppose i've found
the only one who can save me
days go by and i'm afraid
the future comes
and i daren't speak
about the next week
i just want to live in the present
with you and honey
this is our world where's no time
where you can't get confused
where are no lies
i got something to tell you
maybe some bad news
you're the principal accused
in my love-crime
i don't know when our countdown stops
but i don't care about that
it's our winning battle
that takes a lifetime

♥

i wonder if you do love me
i'm sorry for being like this
it's scary to get what you want
but you give me that security i need

in your arms i feel like i'm free
you take my handcuff off with your kiss
it's like i'm hearing the alarm call
but i'll be with you until your last breath
 

örülök hogy már nem vagyok az, hogy otthagytam a régit. én nem bántam meg semmit."

life sucks. i don't.
sorry..